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Overdue

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Well I have a habit of not updating enough, but for those that know me. Well you know my reasons. That being said, things or ok. Not at their best, but when you have a high debt when is everything ok? lol Any way, for those that are wondering why I'm around so rarely and haven't posted much anymore. I have a near 4 month old baby girl. Yes ladies and gents I'm a Mommy to a beautiful little girl. I do not however post pictures on here because I can not control who does and who does not see them. For my daughter's safety from certain people that I won't get in to I don't post pictures of my precious girl here. She takes almost all my time, but I am so grateful for her every day and thank her wonderful Father :iconxeoxeniro: for giving her to me every day. I'm still here. Still around and open for comission work. Having a baby yeah money is a wonderful thing. Need to send my wonderful girl off to school one day. ^^
-Kristin :blackrose::rose:
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So once more I am making beaded jewelry. This time however it for a most noble cause. Well its noble to me. I'm doing it free of charge to help out a stage combat group I joined nearly five months ago called New York Jedi. This is for them to sell at New York Comic Con in October to help funding for the table and so on. Since I really do love being apart of this group and I know its non-profit I wanna help in whatever way I can. Being a female Con goer with ADD I know at times my eye is drawn to shiny things. That and well jewelry  with iconic images from my favorite movies, games or animes tend to make me wish to buy them. Or I have been bought these things by my significant other and love it. Having been doing bead for for about 15 years I figured put my talents to use to help out something that matters to me. I know some guys like to buy these things for themselves so I am making jewelry for the male demographic as well. Either way if you come to the NY Jedi table at NY Comic Con this year in October please buy some of my jewelry. All proceeds go to help fund this amazing group. I will be posting pictures of some of the prototype pieces here soon. If you decide you really want one of these before that and of course if you live outside of the state or country and can't go to the Con inform me and I will see what I can do. Know that no two pieces are exactly alike since all of these are hand made by me. Just note me here on DA.
Thanks,
-Kristin:blackrose::rose:
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......Cloud....*hits herself repeatedly for her inability to resist quoting the one winged bishi and no my Fallen Angel I don't mean you :-p *
ANYWAY! Ello there ladies and gents and all other walks of life. Tis been some time and here I am again updating after so long because I am just a lazy SOB.....ok not entirely true but, well hey what ya want from me? I just moved two weeks ago lol. Been settling in as they say and adjusting to my new life in NY. Yes me....in  NY.... OMG :jawdrop: :faint: ..... Seriously though after everything I'm just glad to be home with my hubby :iconxeoxeniro: . We both should be back in our usual chat rooms soon. He ordered a laptop for us so it should be in soon thus making it easier on us both to be on at the same time and if we can manage to let the other go for two seconds ;-) . All that aside yes ladies and gents I'm home. Safe and sound with the man I love.:w00t:
-Kristin:blackrose::rose:
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Ello ladies and gents haven't updated in a bit of time, but I figured it was over due. Going to be moving in about two months from now and part time at Toys R Us we all know doesn't make bank so once again here I am opening comissions. Yes believe it or not I still do those on occasion lol. So if you wanna give a girl a hand here is the deal. I do drawings wether its OCs, fan art, and or portraits. Or a combination of all three pending on the desired piece. I also write songs, poetry and short stories for any occasion. Wether fictional or non-fictional. I also do photo manipulations, but right now those are our of the question as I no longer have Adobe Photoshop CS3. *cries because she misses her Adobe* Even known to do some modeling for photo requests. I still have one that was asked of I need to get done. You know who you are and I am sorry its taken so long. Moving and such and then getting ready to move again. Kinda blah, but hey its to be with my Fiance :iconxeoxeniro: so I don't mind moving again ^^. So if you have a photo request for a comission from me great. Just no nudity. Sorry I have a line I don't cross and thats one of them online. In ways of price all is negotiable. I don't really charge that much. I am mainly a black and white artist that likes to splash a bit of color on important areas when I draw, but I do take requests for color. Color is a bit more but not much. So please help a girl out. If you have a request please note me here and we will work out the details. Thanks one and all ^^,
Kristin:blackrose::rose:
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:iconchase123: - 2: 11x18 colored drawings yet to be determind and a short story - Status: Payment and request details pending.

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Hope

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Something I have never had much of till recently. I've usalay been to scared to hope let alone to trust. Major trust issues on my end. Mostly to do with my upbringing. My birth Mother as some of you may understand made me a very untrusting person. When one is betrayed by the person they tought they could trust the most well....it leaves a wound so deep that one guards it like its the most precious thing in the world. Every time in my life someone tore down a wall I had a habbit of putting one back up even if I didn't exactly mean to. A character flaw of mine that I have been working on. Now more so then ever because someone came into my life that tore down the walls no matter how many I seem to put up. He didn't let me hide and even could see beyound the veil that I resisded in to hide the parts of myself I didn't want others to see. The person I speak of is :iconxeoxeniro:. I have a hard time opening up and often I lock everything inside. I've never been very good at voicing what I want and always just put all my time and energy into others. Which is part of what destroyed my prior relationship. Most think it was all my ex's doing, but there were things I was at fault for too. No one is ever completly innocent in such things. Though now perhaps I am that butterfly coming out of her coocoon as some have so lovingly put it. However I'm not perfect. These wings have many scars that will take time to fade, but my sweet Fallen Angel :iconxeoxeniro: despite seeing all these scars, all my flaws and the darkest parts of me. Yet remains. Before I came here he left a message on my main DA page saying "Hope....just hope is all I'm asking for." and indeed I have held to that more so then ever. Between holding that in my heart for the first time in a long time and just having him, my family and a few choice friends. :iconbienku: and :iconcaptbagz: being two of them whom have helped me tramendously over the years. I just have a strong feeling I'll be just fine. And yes if you silly lovely people are still going a duhrrr..:iconxeoxeniro: and I are together and very much in love. Perhaps I may get the "That was too fast." comment but well really I'm just really happy and thanks to him and those few others. For the first time in a long time. I have hope.
-Kristin:blackrose::rose:
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